Earlier tonight I had a mini-breakdown just from being stressed out and busy, and also having an ongoing health issue. I was crying and felt like I was excessively dramatic, so I apologized to Jason for being a handful and thanked him for understanding and being there for me. He left to get me wine and when he got back, I was photoshopping in bed. ( Read more... )

Tuesday before I left, I went to one of our producers' houses to help her with her taxes and email. I was struggling with whether to go or not, she said she'd pay me $100 cash for the afternoon and I wanted to go but I was so worried that if I did, she'd start to see me as an 'assistant'/office worker type and not as an artist. I probably over- ( Read more... )

Writing a LITTLE bit out of order but I had to because it deserved its own entry. And it's of the I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD variety, so if that makes you want to puke, scroll past plz ( Read more... )

I've been dying to tell you guys -
I GOT BOOKED FOR MY FIRST WEDDING!!I got a random facebook message from an OLD co-worker, like, my-high-school-job old, saying she had a weird question for me and to call her. She's getting married on the 9th of July and there were problems SO NOW I AM SHOOTING IT, she said she loved all my pictures and wondered ( Read more... )

I'm on mah [ lunch break ]. And I decided I'm taking a long one today because 1.) I have nothing waiting for me when I get back, as far as I know, and 2.) my morning was so frustrating and I almost cried because I hate Windows and I FUCKING HATE HATE HATE OFFICE 2007. GOD. GOD. And PDFs can go to hell, p.s. does nobody save original files anymore ( Read more... )

→ Friday was busy. ( + work + )

1.) Do you think your whole life flashes before your eyes right before you die?

2.) If it were to flash, do you ever think about what moments would stand out? What are they?

3.) I was presented with a new way to view kissing - when you kiss someone, do you ever think about the happiest you've ever felt with that person? I guess it makes the ( Read more... )

Randy called to see how I was doing at about 9. He was with his friends, I heard them all in the background and they were trying to talk to me through him, they were funny as fuck. He got all sincere and asked me to tell him everything about today, even though he was hanging out with people and that meant a lot to me. I told him I wasn't going to ( Read more... )

I just had so much fun I think I am going to die ( Read more... )